So I know that my mom knows that she has FTD, but I don't know if she knows what that means. She does know that it is dimentia and that it is affecting her behavior. She just can't control it all the time. At one point this weekend, she said her brain felt like mush. At another point she asked Donna what her name was and then later said that her biggest fear was forgetting her kid's names. It is getting harder and harder for her to control her behavior and sometimes she just lets it all go.
I love my mother so much and wish I could have her back the way she was five years ago.